HoMe ALoNe

from this second onwards, here begins my 9-day home alone life.

i could foresee these nine days would be quite bored,

since this is the first time stay at home alone for more than one week.

i start missing them T^T

i miss my mom, though she likes grumbling at us all the time.

also my dad, always be the joker and pillar of our house.

my second sister, her mood could be describe as weather, always unpredictable.

however, she is always my mentor and inspire me.

my boyish youngest sister, though we argue frequently, she is indeed irreplaceable.

i ♥ my family *^_^*

向来就搞不懂为何有些人为了爱情死去活来

“我男朋友不要我，我不想活了”

“为什么他不喜欢我？我好爱他啊...”

诸如此类的...

以前我搞不懂，现在有了他，我还是搞不懂...

对我而言，爱情固然重要，但还有更多更重要的事等着我去做.

这样说是不是太冷血了呢？

爱情靠的是缘分，一切都是不能强求的.

套一句很通俗的话，

勉强没有幸福.

而我更不奢望能天长地久，在这个年代里所谓的天长地久还存在吗？

我更在乎的是， 当下彼此的心里都洋溢着满满的幸福，泛着甜甜的滋味.

比其轰轰烈烈的爱情，我更希望能细水长流.

这真的不像典型

射手座的性格.

射手习惯性地与花心扯上关系，但是啊我强烈否认这一点~~

身边的人偶尔会觉得我对他的爱并不强烈.

大概他自己也这么觉得吧.

因为对于他，我有的只是淡淡的反应.

前些日子与网友诉说感情的问题，

网友：你在哭吗？

我：没有啊

网友：奇怪，怎么通常女生说到感情的事就会哭吗？

我：........ 没这样的事

网友：为什么你看起来好像不在乎他？

（orz，这是安慰吗？）

他的面子书涂鸦墙上从不会出现我对他说：

“亲爱的，我爱你哦”

“好想你哦”

诸如此类令人鸡皮疙瘩的话。。

在众人面前打情骂俏，明目张胆的诉说爱意，都不是我们彼此俩的菜.

彼此很有默契的觉得，爱一个人用动作来证明更实际吧。

我不爱他吗？不是。

相反的心里都预留了个角落给他

爱一个人用动作来证明更实际吧.

只是学会了淡然，知道凡事要看开.

缘分的绳索把各据一方的我们牵在一起，

但有时绳索会随着时间慢慢松开了.

身边那个最爱最在乎的人总不能永远陪在自己的身边，不是吗？

学会放下，那么如果某一天他忽然消失了，也许我不会那么难受..

经过了三年的岁月的洗礼，现在的我更加爱他，也更加珍惜这份得来不易，求之不得的缘分了.

更难得的是他愿意陪我一起吃素.

以前的我觉得他煮饭，煮菜给我吃都是理所当然.

心态很大女人的都没想过对其他女生来说，这些是可遇不可求的.

（炫耀-ing *^__^* )

他用着满满的爱心，关怀，包容做出来的饭菜有幸福的滋味哦^_^ ~

Fuss

staring at computer screen, i wonder what i'm gonna to do.

Comedian, Russell Peter said the biggest difference between men and women was most of the time women are thinking about nonsense.

somehow, now i partially agree with his viewpoint.

perhaps women have the tendency of self-tormenting.

we cannot let our mind rest, our brain will spin and spin and spin, in fact sometimes we, women think about nothing but shit.

even, lately i force myself blogging consistently,

since i felt my blog was too empty.

frankly, blogging shouldn't be a forceful routine, isn't it?

so, what should i do now?

though i have no idea what to utter out, but words are always my loyal companion.

human beings tie a knot with each other through words.

(perhaps not applicable for visual-impaired or hearing-impaired)

Words could calm our mind.

Words also could turn to be a double-edged knife

Words is amazing.

十字路口

犹在十字路口徘徊，

去还是不去呢？

去，

代表一毕业就一大笔的债务追着我呵

不去呢，

又不甘心四年的时间还拿不到学士学位呢

不去的话，

我可以提早出来社会帮助二姐与家里，

而我也不必背着那么多的债务。。

还是去吧，再辛苦我也要熬过去

本小姐又不是不能吃苦，(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

努力是会有成果的

我相信，人穷志不穷啊

加油哦~~