can i?

if i wanna cry, can i cry on your shoulder?
the answer supposed to be definitely can, but i doubted...
when the time i really need you, you are always not by my side....
the fault is neither your nor mine.
it's the arrangement of the God.
i try to browse through the photos we had taken
when i felt my love towards you decrease from day by day,
but we only have little bit of sweet memory in these two years
the dream of traveling together with you, just merely with you is scarcely could be achieved.
i wish i could looking at starry sky at night together with you.
but now i think it only can accomplished in dream....

你还记得一年前
我们初次约会的那天
你靠在我左手的肩
问为什么月亮这么圆
我说是庆祝我和你见面
你说我的嘴怎么这么甜
可是现在的你
不再像从前
是什么让我们疏远
我发现你和我的距离开始越来越远
感觉不到
你还在身边
我只能活在期盼
回到过去的世界
坚持到最后一夜
曾经的一点一点
支离破碎的画面
是否和我一样想念
想念那每一个细节

here comes the end....

eventually my holiday will come to an end within four days.
in this two weeks rest (even i wasn't that tired after exam),
the things i constantly repeat everyday were online, eat, sleep.

oh... my god...
what a life is this?
but at least i've worked for few days,
it decreases my guiltiness of behaving in a depraved way.