The Revenge of The Bald

Due to the skipped class yesterday, I Q bal revenge against the whole class.

Is the word 'revenge' appropriate in this context? xD

He added another assignment for us.

Unfortunately, our (refers to those who skipped class yesterday) ignorant caused the whole class to compulsory complete another 500 words assignment.

While my task is a 1000words assignment.

i sincerely apologized to all my groupmates of my behaviour.

though ken, jia wei and chun wai said they are okay with this,

but, my mistake involved the whole group.

So sorry about that >.<

I'm nervous about the uncertainties when cooperate with my groupmates in a totally new environment.

Her striking performance

Following her outburst on Tuesday, once again steph was under the limelight by her attitude and presentation during student seminar.

Quoted from Lau,

below are the respond from lecturers on her attitude.

Mr. S was unhappy after steph questioned him:

" i wanna ask question to the panel, why there's no quality in the student's work one."

He didn't even bother her when she did not show up during certificate ceremony.

Dr. T said: " so shameful "

Ms. Chan said: " I wonder why she can't just let it go, dun bother about anything "

Steph, even i'm not close to you,

however, we've been in the same class and same course for four years.

If this is the way you want to end your student life, i have nothing to say.

All the best to you, that's all what i can wish you.

Everything has a boundary,

audiences booing to you,

people disapprove you,

lecturers feel ashamed of you,

the name and reputation of AJR was tainted by you.

Is that what you wish?

I have totally no idea why in a sudden steph can become offensive, provoking and irritating. Things already occurred, why can't just let it go?

Any more striking performance from you for tomorrow class?

Another thing, this is dedicated to the "benda benda aunty"

Pity of you since you need to use personal attack to get the attention from I Q bal.

Is this your last resort to pander I Q bal?

Dramatic Days

These two days were considered as dramatic in my life.

It prompted me to blog about this.

In study, one more people relinquished the chance to go UK.

In life, my sister is now experiencing a crisis in her relationship.

I guess the whole journalism students knew I Q BAL is disfavouring steph.

Yesterday, our pairworks poster only got a 2.2 (which means second class lower).

sigh, i expect we could at least get a 2.1

Desperately, she said she might end up with a second class lower in degree.

Desperately Steph said she would think twice on her decision for not pursuing the three-month summer course.

These words still fresh around my ears.

Now, i can assert that she won't join the row with the probability of 99%.

Today, she yelled at lecture hall after I Q Bal delayed his teaching consequent of students didn't read journals.

She said: "I HATE F**KING INCOMPETENCE~!!!"

i think it's kinda AWESOME~~

Indeed I agree with her in certain extent.

Why those who had read journals need to provide answer for those incompetent?

It's unfair for them.

But, is her reactions exaggerate?

In life, a relationship crisis was happened in my sister.

i wonder how she will deal with this issue.

Break up? Or continue to be with him?

Love is never be an easy question.

Officially Graduated

Received my final year, final semester result today. Frankly, i'm not satisfied with it.

After underwent a long student life, it's my time to say goodbye to Tunku Abdul Rahman College, a place that breeds and sharpens my so-called talent for four years.

I reminisce my diploma life, I start sharpening my writing skill,

English is not my mother-tongue, the despicable emotion of Puan Rohana on non-English mother-tongue students is carved in my mind.

I strive to survive in a world that full with English writing.

I was bombarded everyday by assignments, theories and journals.

I will never forget how me and Tina to get in touch with Yew Tiong Lok for assignments purpose, it's a tough process.

I will never forget the day of me and my group-mates who tried our best to produce our piece of work.

I will never forget K'ng, who helped me completing my feature writing assignment by contacting Paralympic weight-lifting athlete, Cheok Kon Fatt.

I will never forget the three-month internship at BERNAMA, where a life full with challenges and eventualities.

I will never forget the difficult time when my sister leave my family during my study.

I will also never forget Captivate, the company I've been working as trial specialist along my college student life.

I will never forget lecturers that pass and fail me in the study.

Four years ago, my piece of writing full with shoddy grammar,

deficient vocabulary, weak points and weak arguments.

After four years, I am still incompetent in English writing.

I already tried my best and pour all my efforts.

I know i will never be comparable with Jian Hao, Ah Yia, Tabby or Steph.

But i also know there was no one as comparable with me since everyone is a unique artwork from The Mother of Nature.

An Advanced Diploma may sound nothing for others,

but it symbolizes another milestone in my life.

I stepped on Journalism course with trembling foots, shaky determination and weak faith.

Here, I dedicate my so-so result to my family, my friends, my lecturers,

my coursemates, everyone that lend me a hand, support me and also whoever that taught me the lesson of life.

Thanks to you all.

first day of exam

this is the second last semester before i end my four-year study at TARC.
after undergoing approximate three months of blunder study,
now it's the judgment day =(
myself have to be blamed, i didn't pay attention on class, i being so ignorant.
i got bad coursework mark especially for persuasive writing.
however, all the best for myself and good luck.

here comes the end....

eventually my holiday will come to an end within four days.
in this two weeks rest (even i wasn't that tired after exam),
the things i constantly repeat everyday were online, eat, sleep.

oh... my god...
what a life is this?
but at least i've worked for few days,
it decreases my guiltiness of behaving in a depraved way.

a wave of anger!!!

for 13 years i have been studying,
i could vow that this semester is the most terrible moment for me! it's a nightmare!!!
damn it!!!
i can't even get a pass for crm coursework easily,
thanks for that bloody sucks guy,
i gotta learned a unforgettable lesson today.
zero contribution in assignments and now you put all the blame on technical part!!!
you can't even manage to print out and submit the assignment on time!!!
it was just a easy work, and you can't did it.
you are sucks!!!
i will never ever group with you again!!!
for crm, now the maximum marks i could get will be only 50marks!!
wtf!!!
from the minimum 50marks turned to maximum 50marks.
wow, lim cian yai, you are super duper brilliant to group with him!!!
this is the wisest decision you've made...
good things never happen since i grouped with them.
comm theories => referencing mistakes, maximum passing marks
crm => submitted one hour after deadline.
spanky, i wanna tell u,
advanced diploma is important for me,
u can stay till whenever you want,
even u can stay 10more years in TARC!!!
but i want to finish my study within two years, don't mess up my plan!!!
i tell you, i will curse and kill you 99 if my ptptn gone because of this!!!

a busy day

i woke up 8.30 am, it is considered early in the morning as my class starts on 11am.
i accompanied my mom went to wet market and then to college.
frankly, after practical i thought eventually i can back home rest, yahooo!!!
but, things always opposite with what you wish for.
as planning earlier, i would go shooting with tabby at Mid Valley Exhibition Center to cover Pet World exhibition.
however, tabby sent me a messages that she was fever, and ask me whether we can make it tomorrow instead.
i thought there would be only two of us go to cover the news, thus i replied Sunday is fine, take a good rest.
after the class, only i realized janet and siew lai would join also.
they didn't inform us.
that's why i said we have communication problem =.=
we took nearly two hours to cover the exhibition, and i learned some techniques about shooting e.g: white balance, panning and etc.
but regrettably my handphone is condemned, can't capture any pictures.
otherwise, pics of this post will be two huge San Bernards and Huskies.
wow, the San Bernards are almost same as my height, amazing!!!
after covered about the exhibition, we had our lunch at restaurant Yoshinova, a japanese restaurant that renowned with its beef rice.
definitely, i'm not going to order that set of meal.
i ordered a vege bowl and one miso soup, it costs me almost 10 bucks.
while janet and siew lai them only average seven bucks for a set of meal that included rice, soup, boiled egg and seven up.
my meal was comparatively expensive o.0, it's unfair...
vege costs more than beef???
and i really need to admit that both of them are energetic, after had lunch went shopping, hanging around till 8pm.
that's why in the end, i only managed back to wangsa maju at 9pm.
waiting in 191 for another half an hour, my eyes lid only can be opened for 5mm, almost fall asleep along the way back to genting kelang.
no doubt, metrobus has a "satisfied" efficiency.
perhaps 90% out of 100% tarcian that stay at setapak area agree with the above statement.
lastly, i was bad luck.
a ruthless driver bumped into my dad's wira in the way back from visiting sister.
and i'm the useless driver.
sigh...

a 15-minute post

i try to type this post within 10minutes,
but i know i couldn't do it as i have tonne of rubbish to be thrown after one week didn't update my blog.

firstly, i think i'm facing communication gap with broadcast student.
we are in different world in spite of us having the same target.
i think we shall be communicate quite well as both study about mass communication.
however, perhaps i only can handle mass communication
(which means communicate with a large group of people) rather than interpersonal communication.
i hope the assignment cooperate with broadcast's students will finish as soon as possible
maybe i'm over sensitive, i sense ivy doesn't like me and tabby.
she seems like prejudice towards us.
janet, siew lai them are quite friendly.

secondly, all the best to ah wing.
he is going to new zealand soon.

thirdly, within one week, i quarreled with shin kiat for a few times.
we are having bad mood recently.

fourthly, the pressure of assignments are getting heavier.

fifthly, few days didn't visit sister, god bless her recover soon...

lastly, i'm getting lazier, satwant must be slightly disappointed in my performance.
sorry sir, i will not skip class anymore.

i finished this post within 15 minutes.
and finally i realised why i'm not welcomed by guys.
haha...

fierce, boyish, strong...
i wonder if i could pretend to be more lovely, will the consequences change??

a new semester

if u visit to my blog, u will found that it's in two languages either english or chinese.
when i am lazy, den i will type in english language.
if i'm hardworking enough, then definitely my post will be in chinese.
the first day of june 2009, i start my advanced diploma in journalism.
it's just the main course of journalism and it's just 10 students.
i expect it.
there are 3 writing papers in this semester, broadcast, online and business.
the business writing paper makes me frustrated, the first lecture was just introduction about jargon that will be used in writing.
what is elasticity in business writing?
moreover, we need memorize formula.
what the hell...
the maggi goreng i had eaten 2 hours ago was fully digested after business writing class.
now i found out that my digestive system really works well... lol...

new semester new beginning

it is the last semester in diploma, i feel like i do nothing within these two years.
and recently i was passive in doing everything include study, find a job.
maybe it is due to play online game too much, become addicted to it.
so start from now i MUST control the time of entertainment.
i restrict myself cannot play game more than 2 hours per day.

THINGS MUST DO
1. write an article everyday as a preparation to advanced diploma
2. read a book within two weeks
3. read English and Chinese newspapers everyday
4. learn all the English grammar
5. read an article and speak it out to improve my pronunciation

some new words i learn today
-bewildered,weary,haggard= tired, exhausted
-wrath=angry (example: her behavior kindles his wrath)
-kindle=raise
-onslaught=sudden attack (e.g war)
-trod=step (example: he has never trod on the place after that day)

now i'm reading the book of J.R.R.Tolkien, The Children of Hurin.
the story a bit similar to The Lord of The Ring.
my dear is going back home tomorrow.
sigh, see him after one week...

the road not taken

i am still remember this poem, i learned it when i was in secondary school...
there was two road diverge, you only can take one, you'll never know what happen to another road...
now i'm standing in front of two roads, it was like i back to the time when i was graduated from secondary school.
different decision different consequences,different result.
which way i should go? which path will direct me to a better life?

advantages and disadvantages of two different decision:

ADVANTAGES OF CONTINUE STUDYING
1. actually i like study though before that i found that as day by day i lost the passionate of learning.
2. study is a good thing, a basic element leads to better future.
3. increase my competitiveness

DISADVANTAGES OF CONTINUE STUDYING
1. cannot working full time, no permanent financial support
2. can't help my family
3. my dad cannot retire

ADVANTAGES OF WORKING
1. help my family, my dad relieve their financial burden.
2. a permanent financial income
3. get more experience

DISADVANTAGES OF WORKING
1. i hate working
2. i cannot continue studying
.....

lastly i found that maybe one of the reasons i like studying is due to i want escape from reality, escape from the cruelty of reality temporarily....
piggu, you said three working days to process.
please proceed your report to me punctually after three days, effective from the time i post this....
XD

3 days before exam...

2/9/2008
three days before exam, but my mind still wandering , i lose the track of what i'm doing.
1/9/2008
holiday, did nothing, mind tied on online games
31/8/2008
working a whole day, malaysia's 51th birthday, get double paid for this day, rm190 overall. yeah, temporary free from works.
30/8/2008
working a whole day, feeeling lazy...
29/8/2008
worked at koon huat jln ipoh. job is easy, just gave away free gift. i know quite a lot about about. a beginning lesson to paint. worked for 7 hours, salary rm100. saw chan, next time call me again if u has such job.

the power of dream

just now was going out with coursemates and lecturer.
chui foon's 19-year-old birthday, cheers!!!
julius said dream is very important as it is a motivation that you chase for.
then he asked us, 10 person, why we choose study JR?
my reason is very simple: i want to be a journalist
as i could see, chiau cheah and julia hope they can continue studying Chinese at university.
chee hong and sheau yun they wish someday they can be an author.
while k'ng and tina wanna be a teacher in the future.
jeffrey is more interested in being current affairs commentor.
chui foon and kok wai are interested in news.
seems like the number of people that really keen to be a journalist is very few.
he also told us that, as we involved in mass com, we will struggle what to write.
tell the truth? or do whatever your editor wants you to write?
your writing will influence the world.
you wan be a puppet or have your own way?
as you get your dream must find some way to realize it.
there was no free breakfast in the world. (translate from chinese, haha...)
it's time for us to make a decision.
u wan floating around and day-dreaming in this two years or do your best in this two years?
we still have time to make our best.

the disappearance of 7 people

i start the second year at TARC.
it is the second week of fourth semester.
as the opening of school, there are quite a number of people withdraw from JR.
ice,tracy,ranjini,hashvini,sheila,li bing are no longer with us.
while jia lerk repeats the subjects he fails.
34 people minus 7, left 27 people.
i heard that this year junior only 17 people.
wow, i'm doubting that will they be the same after one year and only left 10 person in one course??
is journalism really a tough subject and makes people give it up??
personally, i don't think so.
if you're really keen in being a journalist then you won't be given it up easily.
perhaps JR wasn't what they really want thus they choose to stop it earlier rather than wasting their time.
i'm agree with that.
if u found that u dislike or feel this is a mundane course,then you're supposed to quit it.
it's fine but please make sure ourselves won't regret of our action.

result reelased

Yeah!!! Eventually, my third semester result released.
Yesterday my stomach was filled with butterfly.
I get A- for translation, B+ for mass media and society, obtaining two credit hour for Taekwondo as well.
ShinKiat also pass all the subject and successfully further his study to advanced diploma.
Yeah!!! Yeah!!! Yeah!!!
Fortunately, he pass.
Otherwise, i have to separate with him one year.
Suddenly i'm quite proud of myself.
haha...
Despite i was having chicken pox that time, but i can pass the two subjects and get a unexpected result.
hohoho...
Shinkiat, I miss you o...
haha...