THIS IS A LOW TRAFFIC BLOG

definitely this is a low traffic blog,

not many of my close friends know i do blogging.

my bf knows i do blogging, however he seldom visit here.

I did display the blog url on my facebook profile,

yet i'm the one comprising majority of the 282 visits.

i think this may due to i refuse and unwillingly to promote my blog in a high-profile way.

I blog not for any purpose, it simply a platform to venture my thoughts.

I'm loyal to my principle.

A high visit stat might make me delightful, but it lost the true meaning of blogging.

Just now i displayed about Nuffnang ads on my blog.

Just simply make for fun, i don't expect i can get any paid from the advertisers since THIS IS A LOW TRAFFIC BLOG.

Sicking of money

Going to have two job interviews later, one locates at Menara Maxis another company locates at Damansara Intan.

Hopefully i could grab the job offer from the company at Menara Maxis since it's more transportation-friendly for me.

Yearning of money

Dying of boredom

Thus, please offer me some job, ok?

I'm going to have a Dubai stopover along my trip to Manchester.

It adds approximate 800 bucks into the original air-ticket price for a 21 hours stay at Dubai.

Sounds expensive?

Indeed it is.

For the short stay at Dubai, an adventurous desert trip is a must.

i will experience a 45 minutes dune bushing,

camel ride,

hubbly bubbly,

henna

and etc.

Of course, i'm not going to take the hubbly bubbly (or known as hookah) since it's another form of smoking.

can't wait the time to come.

Officially Graduated

Received my final year, final semester result today. Frankly, i'm not satisfied with it.

After underwent a long student life, it's my time to say goodbye to Tunku Abdul Rahman College, a place that breeds and sharpens my so-called talent for four years.

I reminisce my diploma life, I start sharpening my writing skill,

English is not my mother-tongue, the despicable emotion of Puan Rohana on non-English mother-tongue students is carved in my mind.

I strive to survive in a world that full with English writing.

I was bombarded everyday by assignments, theories and journals.

I will never forget how me and Tina to get in touch with Yew Tiong Lok for assignments purpose, it's a tough process.

I will never forget the day of me and my group-mates who tried our best to produce our piece of work.

I will never forget K'ng, who helped me completing my feature writing assignment by contacting Paralympic weight-lifting athlete, Cheok Kon Fatt.

I will never forget the three-month internship at BERNAMA, where a life full with challenges and eventualities.

I will never forget the difficult time when my sister leave my family during my study.

I will also never forget Captivate, the company I've been working as trial specialist along my college student life.

I will never forget lecturers that pass and fail me in the study.

Four years ago, my piece of writing full with shoddy grammar,

deficient vocabulary, weak points and weak arguments.

After four years, I am still incompetent in English writing.

I already tried my best and pour all my efforts.

I know i will never be comparable with Jian Hao, Ah Yia, Tabby or Steph.

But i also know there was no one as comparable with me since everyone is a unique artwork from The Mother of Nature.

An Advanced Diploma may sound nothing for others,

but it symbolizes another milestone in my life.

I stepped on Journalism course with trembling foots, shaky determination and weak faith.

Here, I dedicate my so-so result to my family, my friends, my lecturers,

my coursemates, everyone that lend me a hand, support me and also whoever that taught me the lesson of life.

Thanks to you all.

口是心非

明明很在乎，却装作无所谓

两个人一起，我反而觉得更寂寞。。。

You're Not Alone

i hope someone could sing this song for me =D

fall in love with this song,

sadly i can't find this song on youtube.

"You're Not Alone by Shayne Ward"

She's getting out of bed
At half past ten
She starts to comb her hair
Just an ordinary day
She looks at her reflection
Off the wall
Why do I care at all
Just an ordinary day
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
You're not alone
She's waiting for the bus it's 12.59
She's sitting on her own
Just an ordinary day
She's looking at the people
Passing her by
It could be you and I
They would never dream
Of slowing down
To see if she's alright
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
I'm hurting
She's hurting
I'm hurting, she's hurting
I'm so alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
I will be the one around

Some forgotten blogs

Counting by fingers, i been established few blogs since i get to know Internet.

Prior to blogspot, footsteps could be found on Friendster blog, Vox.com, 无名小站,

what else do i have?

i think that's all the blogs i have.

Definitely blogspot is the long-life ever and most active update.

Usually there are few reasons urged me to open a new blog.

Firstly, attracted by friends.

Secondly, design of the blog.

Thirdly, the user interfaces.

however, the reasons that impulsed me to open a new blog also became the reasons i dragged them out of my blog list.

有病呻吟

明明没什么不开心的，但我只想叹气.

明明没啥东西好烦，但脑袋就是一直转啊转.

感情顺利，家人和乐，朋友融洽，那么我到底想叹什么气?

其实我不是没东西好烦恼，只烦恼一个问题.

就是钱啊.

之后钱就会带来连锁效应，就会衍生各种各样的问题.

唉，我也不想那么市侩.

人常常说知足常乐，可能我不知足吧.

每每手头上好不容易有了些钱，就自然而然的会有管道迫使我的口袋里空空如也.

真的好累欸，不知道还要过这样的日子多久.

KOJADI loan的事能不能让我顺顺利利找到担保人，顺利借到钱?

基于前车之鉴，我真的担心这次又在一波三折.

can god makes my life easier?

please fulfill my minor wish.

Dying of boredom

As mentioned above, this is the most bored chinese new year that i ever had.

I really CAN'T STAND IT anymore~!!!!

Due to the cataract surgery, my mom is prohibited from stepping out from house.

thus, the whole family has to accompany her.

Without visiting to any relatives house,

the Tioman Island plan was cancelled in a sudden.

*sobbing*

No new clothes, no vacation, no angpau.

I'm in the edge of dying of boredom.

one more thing, gonna pay 420 bucks for KOJADI loan.

the Penang trip with my dear is expected to be abrogated.

*sigh*